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Do you know what's wrong with sorry?

It gives people the wrong idea that any mistake can be solved by a single word..

right? Obviously, we need to forgive the people who commited a sin from us, but sometimes the word "sorry" cannot fix every thing.. it cannot make things just like before.. It cannot bring back the time.. It cannot heal the wounds.. and what's the saddest truth is that, It can never replace the trust that you've given because your trust was gone because of that sin he made to you..

the greatest story ever told..
Legends:
Green - the girl on a green shirt Red - boyfriend of Green
White - the girl on a white shirt

Their story begun when they both entered as freshmen students at Technological University of the Philippines. They were good friends, turned into best of friends.. Green has (should i say had?) a boyfriend, Red. I honestly don't know more about Green and Red, all I know is that their relationship is like a switch button of a light (sometimes On, and sometimes Off).

Every time that Red and Green would have a problem, White was there to comfort Green. White was very compassionate to give a comfort to Green. White only knows that Green is good and Red is bad. Red saw the kindness of White to Green, which is actually turned into a Jealous Factor. Red was angry, not just angry but very angry to Green because of White. One day, Green made a decision to broke her relationship to Red, Green did that in front of White.
Green also told Red that Green and White have relationship. Green gave White a cellphone in front of Red, Green gave White a ring (the ring was the ring of Red and Green).

Green and White were so close to each other, in a sense that if, for example, White is walking along the school alone, someone would ask her, "where is Green? Are you two having a lovequarrel?" and vice versa..

At present, I have no idea if Green and Red are back together or Green and White are already together!

• In that story, can you say that Green and White were ONLY JUST friends?
• Can you say that in the picture about, they were not hugging each other?
• Can you say that in a relationship is'nt their status?

After hours, days, and weeks of thinking about him, i realized that he will never be back again. All i know is that, he came into my life. That's all. He just came. And now, he left. At first, I have no idea what's going on but eventually, as the time goes by, words and conclusions entered my waiting mind. Anyway, why am i waiting? There's no reason for me to wait. And isn't that waiting is the most thing I don't want to do? Yeah. Right. It gave me a generalization to my theory that "a man cannot stay to a one girl". Actually, i'm not really sad about what happened. I'm glad that God saved me from the wrong one. I can still put a smile on my face.

Naisip ko lang, nagawa niyang lokohin yung girlfriend niya, at sabihin "X-girlfriend" na lang niya yun. Haha. Siguro hindi niya talaga mahal girlfriend niya. At never naman niya kong magiging girlfriend noh! ASA... He's just a toy.. And the game is over.

• why do crackers have holes, not cracks?
• why does your nose run and your feet smell?
• doens't expecting the unexpected make the unexpected become the expected?
• why do we press harder on a remote control when we know that the batteries are dead?
• is there another word for synonym?
• why is it good to be a daddy's girl but bad to be a momma's boy?
• why do people order double cheesburgers, large fries and then a diet coke?
• if hardware overheats, does it turn into software?
• if the #2 pencil is the most popular, why is it still #2?
• why is it that every time the rain pours, people cover their heads when in fact they're already wet?

I sat by a swing and looked across the cityscape
On the 30th of a cold November night
Your words of adoration kept me warm
There was a waterfall of feelings inside me

Your spectacles seemed to blur a little
My emotions seemed to spill too much
Can you measure my patience with your ruler?
'Cause I can't paint your feelings with my paintbrush

You're a superhuman that is ironically weak
That actually sweeps me off my feet
A half- vampire and a half- cactus
Either you'll bite me or I'll get pricked

I realized wanting you is like freefalling
From the top of a 45-storey building
The instance in the air feels like flying without wings
By the time I collide against earth, I'm dead

I asked you for a flower- a white one
But you gave me a gold one instead
It wasn't meant for the flower vase, though
It was meant for my taste buds- sweet.

If you'll carry my purchase from the bookstore
I'd give you a burger instead of fish balls or spam
I'll even teach you how to play in an arcade
But keep your promise to bring me home by train

If we fall in love with our music
Would you be playing your guitar again?
'Cause when you do, I'd sing for you
The song that was playing in my heart.

If you've learned to turn your world upside down
That's how you'll know I miss you
When you've built the glass house in sapphire blue
Wait for me in the outer space, I'll marry you..

-Ned Chiara P. Leis

• Clinical Uniform
• Smack Gown - White
• Smack Gown - Green
• Scrub Suit
• Cap/Mask
• Nursing Cap
• Nursing Cap Bag
• OB bag w/ Logo
• White Shoes
• Stockings

Oh di ba? Nakakaloka! Talaga.. At pagkatapos niyang magbayad, inabutan siya ng resibo.. ayun isang mahabang- mahabang resibo!

Nakakahiya sa mga nakapila, akala siguro nila daming utang sa school ng friend ko!

Pagkatapos nun, kinuha na niya yung uniform niya.. Clinical uniform pa lang yung nabigay sa kanya.. Tapos, umalis na kami sa school, umakyat kami ng tulay, tapos sumakay ng jeep.. Nauna akong bumaba, tapos kumaen muna ko,, 12:30pm na kasi nun.. at nagrerebulusyon na yung tummy ko..

Matapos ang masarap na kainan, ay pumunta na ko sa station ng train, LRT1 (specifically) Ayun medyo naubos yung kinain ko kakahintay ng masasakyang tren.. 30 minutes na kong naghihintay wala pa ding dumadating.. Nakakabadtrip yung feeling kase inaantok na ko.. Kahit idlip man lang sana magagawa ko kung nakasakay na ko ng tren, tapos ang inet- inet pa kala mo niluluto ka na.. After 10 years ng paghihintay, may dumating na din sa wakas! Isang tren na mukhang sardinas ang laman.. Nag-uumapaw na ang mga tao sa loob.. At dahil 30 minutes na akong naghihintay, dumami na din yung mga tao sa paligid ko, na kagaya kong naghihintay din.. ayun.. Naka-Limang tren pa ang pinalampas ko bago ako nakasakay sa tren na ganun pa din, medyo parang Century tuna naman kami sa loob.

Bumaba ako ng EDSA station, umakyat ako ng hagdan, naglakad sa connection ng MRT at hinahapan ko yung hagdan pababa, pero sa katangahang palad, ayun, antagal bago ko nahanap, medyo kasing gulo kasi ng maze sa Triwizard Tournament yung sa Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, at ako ang main character na naghahanap ng Portkey.. Makalipas ang 5 buwan at 1500 stars nahanap ko din ang Portkey!!! este ang daanan pababa.. Kagaya kanina kasing inet pa din ng araw ang apoy na kulay blue sa kalan.. Nakarating din ako sa pupuntahan ko tapos umuwi din ako kaagad..

Saka hindi naman kailangan ng madaming tao para bumuo ng mundo eh. Minsan isang tao lang ang kasama mo, nuo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay..-Tesa (Kapitan Sino)

• Tangent Lines

who had one chance to meet and then parted forever.

• Parallel Lines

who were never meant to meet.

• Asymptotes

who can get closer and closer but will never be together..

I am inexistent,
but in the eyes of those who understand, I exist.

I am evil, but to people who learnes to dig deep within me,
i became the definition of good.

I am numb, but to a few whom I learned to like
and trust, I became the most sensitive person
they ever knew..

I am simple, yet complex.

I could either be your friend or your enemy.

To the world I'm nothing, but to lives
I've touched, I may be something..

In whatever you see me,

"SALAMAT!"

Ironies:

• Good guys go crazy over easy girls
• Good girls are taken by ungrateful guys
• The most loyal are those being cheated on
• Cheaters are begged by good ones to stay
• The most worhty of good relationships are ones that aren't taken seriously
• Those greatly hurt by their greatest love end up being players
• Opportunities for relationships come when you least expect it
• When you're ready and eanting someone, chance never presents itself
• The boyfriend ang girlfriend materials are the ones left single
• You can't stop yourself from loving someone you shouldn't but can't force yourself to love someone you're better off with
• Those who give the best advice are the ones outside a relationship
• And those in a relationship can give great advice to others but can't seem to handle their own problems

Never wound those you can't kill, and never be too sweet to those you can't love.

We don't choose the person we fall for. It usually just hits us like a bullet. At first we can't feel it then BANG! We bleed..

All trials are not the reason to give up, but, it is a challenge to improve ourselves.. Our pain is not an excuse to back out, but an inspiration to move on.

God sometimes pushes us out of our comfortable lives, to teach us to trust in Him. We may fall a bit, but He will never let us hit the ground!

Love is possible after friendship, but friendship is not possible after love.. Because medicines work before death and not possible after death..

"I tried" --it is the sweetest thing you could ever say for a failed relationship, maybe one of the shortest sentence but it compliments everything..

What if you're standing between two telephone booths and you really need to use one? You can only choose one.. The one on the left is functioning well, but someone's inside.. The one on the right is empty, but you're not sure if it's broken or not. Are you going to wait for the one on the left even if you're not sure when the person inside would leave? Or would you rather take the chance offered by the right booth, even if you're not certain it would work?

Love is something that can be built rather than simply discovered.. -Paulo Coelho

Things we've learn in Kindergarten that are still useful today:

• Share everything
• Play fair
• Don't hit people
• Don't create a mess
• Don't take things that aren't yours
• Say "Sorry" when you hurt somebody
• Flush
• Live in a balance life - Learn, play, enjoy, sing, work, and rest
• Beware of stangers
• When you go out to the real world, make sure SOMEONE is holding your hand

If you can't find something to live for, you best find something to die for..

"I love you"

• a warning
• an apology
• an interuption
• a plea for attention
• an objection
• an excuse
• a justification
• a reminder
• a trap
• a blessing
• a disguise
• a vacuum
• a reveleation
• a way of saying "nothing"
• a way of summarizing everything
• an opening
• an END

Why is it that the phrase "i love you" desperately seeks an answer when in the broadcast sense it is NOT even a question? :)

If people say something bad about you, judge you as if they know you, don't get affected.. just think.. Dogs don't bark if they know the "person".. :)

You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy, somebody who's not gonna complicate your life, somebody who won't hurt you.. - Dr. Shepherd (Grey's Anatomy)

Don't tell everyone about your troubles. Half of them don't sare, and the other half are glad it happened to you.. - Reader's Digest

Remember when asking questions:

• Don't ask questions if you're not prepared to hear the answer
• Don't ask questions if yu refuse to believe the answer

It is not necesary to say eveything you know but you must know everything you say..

Closeness doesn't come when you're together.. It comes when you're apart and realize that despite not seing, you never stop "remembering".

To live in this world you must able to do three things:

• to love what is mortal
• to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it
• and when the time comes to let it go, LET IT GO..

Love is not quantifiable. You cannot love one person "a little" and love someone else "a lot". Its either "you love someone" or "you don't".

Six pieces of advice from Iman Ghazali:

• Closest to us is not family, but death
• Furtherest from us is not the moon or stars, but time passed
• Biggest is not the mountain or sun, but our lust or desire
• Heaviest weight is not the elephant or iron, but responsibility
• Lightest is neither wind nor feathers, but praying or delaying it
• Sharpest is neither knife nor sword but, our tongue

I have this theory that the more important and intimate the emotion, the fewer words are required to express it. For instance, in dating:

• Will you go out with me? (6 words)
• I think I care for you (5 words)
• You matter to me (4 words)
• I love you (3 words)
• Marry me (two words)

So what's left? What's the most important and intimate word you can ever say to somebody?

• GOODBYE (one word)

-J. Michael Straczynski

Do you know what's wrong with sorry?

It gives people the wrong idea that any mistake can be solved by a single word..

right? Obviously, we need to forgive the people who commited a sin from us, but sometimes the word "sorry" cannot fix every thing.. it cannot make things just like before.. It cannot bring back the time.. It cannot heal the wounds.. and what's the saddest truth is that, It can never replace the trust that you've given because your trust was gone because of that sin he made to you..

the greatest story ever told..
Legends:
Green - the girl on a green shirt Red - boyfriend of Green
White - the girl on a white shirt

Their story begun when they both entered as freshmen students at Technological University of the Philippines. They were good friends, turned into best of friends.. Green has (should i say had?) a boyfriend, Red. I honestly don't know more about Green and Red, all I know is that their relationship is like a switch button of a light (sometimes On, and sometimes Off).

Every time that Red and Green would have a problem, White was there to comfort Green. White was very compassionate to give a comfort to Green. White only knows that Green is good and Red is bad. Red saw the kindness of White to Green, which is actually turned into a Jealous Factor. Red was angry, not just angry but very angry to Green because of White. One day, Green made a decision to broke her relationship to Red, Green did that in front of White.
Green also told Red that Green and White have relationship. Green gave White a cellphone in front of Red, Green gave White a ring (the ring was the ring of Red and Green).

Green and White were so close to each other, in a sense that if, for example, White is walking along the school alone, someone would ask her, "where is Green? Are you two having a lovequarrel?" and vice versa..

At present, I have no idea if Green and Red are back together or Green and White are already together!

• In that story, can you say that Green and White were ONLY JUST friends?
• Can you say that in the picture about, they were not hugging each other?
• Can you say that in a relationship is'nt their status?

After hours, days, and weeks of thinking about him, i realized that he will never be back again. All i know is that, he came into my life. That's all. He just came. And now, he left. At first, I have no idea what's going on but eventually, as the time goes by, words and conclusions entered my waiting mind. Anyway, why am i waiting? There's no reason for me to wait. And isn't that waiting is the most thing I don't want to do? Yeah. Right. It gave me a generalization to my theory that "a man cannot stay to a one girl". Actually, i'm not really sad about what happened. I'm glad that God saved me from the wrong one. I can still put a smile on my face.

Naisip ko lang, nagawa niyang lokohin yung girlfriend niya, at sabihin "X-girlfriend" na lang niya yun. Haha. Siguro hindi niya talaga mahal girlfriend niya. At never naman niya kong magiging girlfriend noh! ASA... He's just a toy.. And the game is over.

• why do crackers have holes, not cracks?
• why does your nose run and your feet smell?
• doens't expecting the unexpected make the unexpected become the expected?
• why do we press harder on a remote control when we know that the batteries are dead?
• is there another word for synonym?
• why is it good to be a daddy's girl but bad to be a momma's boy?
• why do people order double cheesburgers, large fries and then a diet coke?
• if hardware overheats, does it turn into software?
• if the #2 pencil is the most popular, why is it still #2?
• why is it that every time the rain pours, people cover their heads when in fact they're already wet?

I sat by a swing and looked across the cityscape
On the 30th of a cold November night
Your words of adoration kept me warm
There was a waterfall of feelings inside me

Your spectacles seemed to blur a little
My emotions seemed to spill too much
Can you measure my patience with your ruler?
'Cause I can't paint your feelings with my paintbrush

You're a superhuman that is ironically weak
That actually sweeps me off my feet
A half- vampire and a half- cactus
Either you'll bite me or I'll get pricked

I realized wanting you is like freefalling
From the top of a 45-storey building
The instance in the air feels like flying without wings
By the time I collide against earth, I'm dead

I asked you for a flower- a white one
But you gave me a gold one instead
It wasn't meant for the flower vase, though
It was meant for my taste buds- sweet.

If you'll carry my purchase from the bookstore
I'd give you a burger instead of fish balls or spam
I'll even teach you how to play in an arcade
But keep your promise to bring me home by train

If we fall in love with our music
Would you be playing your guitar again?
'Cause when you do, I'd sing for you
The song that was playing in my heart.

If you've learned to turn your world upside down
That's how you'll know I miss you
When you've built the glass house in sapphire blue
Wait for me in the outer space, I'll marry you..

-Ned Chiara P. Leis

• Clinical Uniform
• Smack Gown - White
• Smack Gown - Green
• Scrub Suit
• Cap/Mask
• Nursing Cap
• Nursing Cap Bag
• OB bag w/ Logo
• White Shoes
• Stockings

Oh di ba? Nakakaloka! Talaga.. At pagkatapos niyang magbayad, inabutan siya ng resibo.. ayun isang mahabang- mahabang resibo!

Nakakahiya sa mga nakapila, akala siguro nila daming utang sa school ng friend ko!

Pagkatapos nun, kinuha na niya yung uniform niya.. Clinical uniform pa lang yung nabigay sa kanya.. Tapos, umalis na kami sa school, umakyat kami ng tulay, tapos sumakay ng jeep.. Nauna akong bumaba, tapos kumaen muna ko,, 12:30pm na kasi nun.. at nagrerebulusyon na yung tummy ko..

Matapos ang masarap na kainan, ay pumunta na ko sa station ng train, LRT1 (specifically) Ayun medyo naubos yung kinain ko kakahintay ng masasakyang tren.. 30 minutes na kong naghihintay wala pa ding dumadating.. Nakakabadtrip yung feeling kase inaantok na ko.. Kahit idlip man lang sana magagawa ko kung nakasakay na ko ng tren, tapos ang inet- inet pa kala mo niluluto ka na.. After 10 years ng paghihintay, may dumating na din sa wakas! Isang tren na mukhang sardinas ang laman.. Nag-uumapaw na ang mga tao sa loob.. At dahil 30 minutes na akong naghihintay, dumami na din yung mga tao sa paligid ko, na kagaya kong naghihintay din.. ayun.. Naka-Limang tren pa ang pinalampas ko bago ako nakasakay sa tren na ganun pa din, medyo parang Century tuna naman kami sa loob.

Bumaba ako ng EDSA station, umakyat ako ng hagdan, naglakad sa connection ng MRT at hinahapan ko yung hagdan pababa, pero sa katangahang palad, ayun, antagal bago ko nahanap, medyo kasing gulo kasi ng maze sa Triwizard Tournament yung sa Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, at ako ang main character na naghahanap ng Portkey.. Makalipas ang 5 buwan at 1500 stars nahanap ko din ang Portkey!!! este ang daanan pababa.. Kagaya kanina kasing inet pa din ng araw ang apoy na kulay blue sa kalan.. Nakarating din ako sa pupuntahan ko tapos umuwi din ako kaagad..

Saka hindi naman kailangan ng madaming tao para bumuo ng mundo eh. Minsan isang tao lang ang kasama mo, nuo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay..-Tesa (Kapitan Sino)

• Tangent Lines

who had one chance to meet and then parted forever.

• Parallel Lines

who were never meant to meet.

• Asymptotes

who can get closer and closer but will never be together..

I am inexistent,
but in the eyes of those who understand, I exist.

I am evil, but to people who learnes to dig deep within me,
i became the definition of good.

I am numb, but to a few whom I learned to like
and trust, I became the most sensitive person
they ever knew..

I am simple, yet complex.

I could either be your friend or your enemy.

To the world I'm nothing, but to lives
I've touched, I may be something..

In whatever you see me,

"SALAMAT!"

Ironies:

• Good guys go crazy over easy girls
• Good girls are taken by ungrateful guys
• The most loyal are those being cheated on
• Cheaters are begged by good ones to stay
• The most worhty of good relationships are ones that aren't taken seriously
• Those greatly hurt by their greatest love end up being players
• Opportunities for relationships come when you least expect it
• When you're ready and eanting someone, chance never presents itself
• The boyfriend ang girlfriend materials are the ones left single
• You can't stop yourself from loving someone you shouldn't but can't force yourself to love someone you're better off with
• Those who give the best advice are the ones outside a relationship
• And those in a relationship can give great advice to others but can't seem to handle their own problems

Never wound those you can't kill, and never be too sweet to those you can't love.

We don't choose the person we fall for. It usually just hits us like a bullet. At first we can't feel it then BANG! We bleed..

All trials are not the reason to give up, but, it is a challenge to improve ourselves.. Our pain is not an excuse to back out, but an inspiration to move on.

God sometimes pushes us out of our comfortable lives, to teach us to trust in Him. We may fall a bit, but He will never let us hit the ground!

Love is possible after friendship, but friendship is not possible after love.. Because medicines work before death and not possible after death..

"I tried" --it is the sweetest thing you could ever say for a failed relationship, maybe one of the shortest sentence but it compliments everything..

What if you're standing between two telephone booths and you really need to use one? You can only choose one.. The one on the left is functioning well, but someone's inside.. The one on the right is empty, but you're not sure if it's broken or not. Are you going to wait for the one on the left even if you're not sure when the person inside would leave? Or would you rather take the chance offered by the right booth, even if you're not certain it would work?

Love is something that can be built rather than simply discovered.. -Paulo Coelho

Things we've learn in Kindergarten that are still useful today:

• Share everything
• Play fair
• Don't hit people
• Don't create a mess
• Don't take things that aren't yours
• Say "Sorry" when you hurt somebody
• Flush
• Live in a balance life - Learn, play, enjoy, sing, work, and rest
• Beware of stangers
• When you go out to the real world, make sure SOMEONE is holding your hand

If you can't find something to live for, you best find something to die for..

"I love you"

• a warning
• an apology
• an interuption
• a plea for attention
• an objection
• an excuse
• a justification
• a reminder
• a trap
• a blessing
• a disguise
• a vacuum
• a reveleation
• a way of saying "nothing"
• a way of summarizing everything
• an opening
• an END

Why is it that the phrase "i love you" desperately seeks an answer when in the broadcast sense it is NOT even a question? :)

If people say something bad about you, judge you as if they know you, don't get affected.. just think.. Dogs don't bark if they know the "person".. :)

You deserve to be with somebody who makes you happy, somebody who's not gonna complicate your life, somebody who won't hurt you.. - Dr. Shepherd (Grey's Anatomy)

Don't tell everyone about your troubles. Half of them don't sare, and the other half are glad it happened to you.. - Reader's Digest

Remember when asking questions:

• Don't ask questions if you're not prepared to hear the answer
• Don't ask questions if yu refuse to believe the answer

It is not necesary to say eveything you know but you must know everything you say..

Closeness doesn't come when you're together.. It comes when you're apart and realize that despite not seing, you never stop "remembering".

To live in this world you must able to do three things:

• to love what is mortal
• to hold it against your bones knowing your own life depends on it
• and when the time comes to let it go, LET IT GO..

Love is not quantifiable. You cannot love one person "a little" and love someone else "a lot". Its either "you love someone" or "you don't".

Six pieces of advice from Iman Ghazali:

• Closest to us is not family, but death
• Furtherest from us is not the moon or stars, but time passed
• Biggest is not the mountain or sun, but our lust or desire
• Heaviest weight is not the elephant or iron, but responsibility
• Lightest is neither wind nor feathers, but praying or delaying it
• Sharpest is neither knife nor sword but, our tongue

I have this theory that the more important and intimate the emotion, the fewer words are required to express it. For instance, in dating:

• Will you go out with me? (6 words)
• I think I care for you (5 words)
• You matter to me (4 words)
• I love you (3 words)
• Marry me (two words)

So what's left? What's the most important and intimate word you can ever say to somebody?

• GOODBYE (one word)

-J. Michael Straczynski