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Friday, August 21, 2009


BROKEN by LIFEHOUSE

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there's the healing
In your name (In your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I would, would be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain (In the pain) there is healing
In your name (In your name) I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin)
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on, (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')
I'm barely holdin' on to you


Ano 'to?
Narinig 'ko ang kantang 'to sa trailer ng The Time Traveler's Wife. It is a story about how an ordinary woman fell in love with an extra-ordinary man. yes. Extra-ordinary because he involuntary disappears every time he felt a strong emotion like stress.

ISIP KO
Naisip ko siya. Kung babasahin ang lyrics ng kanta, pareho sa nararamdaman ko. Alam kong mas ok na ako ngayon kesa kung ikukumpara mo 'ko nung naging malinaw sakin ang lahat. Oo mas ok na ako ngayon. Pero nung marinig ko itong kantang to, memories rushed into my mind and flashback every thing. Di ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko at lalong hindi ko alam kung ano ang dapat kong maramdaman. Kaya ko na ang sarili ko, nagagawa ko nang matapos at maisalba ang isang buong araw ng hindi ko siya naaalala. Kaso, di ko pa din mapigilang maalala siya sa tuwing:

napapatingin ako sa labas ng school (looking for his car parked on the street)
nakaririnig ko ang salitang "LAX"
meron things about UP na nasa paligid ko
may nagsasabi ng "IYO NA! IYO NA!"
nakakakita ako ng TFN book.
nasa NURSING BLDG ako. Pakiramdam ko, sobrang lapit ko na sa kanya at anytime pwede ko siyang makita. Alam kong nasa iisang building lang kami with the maximum of SEVEN FLOORS between us. Yun lang, seven floors..lang..

CONFUSED
Nalilito ako. Alam kong hindi ako dapat malito pero nalilito na ko kaya nakakalito diba? Bakit ako nalilito kung alam kong hindi ako dapat malito? Something bothers my mind..

ALAM KO, KASO..
Masakit kapag hindi mo alam kung anong makakapagpasaya sa'yo. Pero mas masakit kung alam na alam mo na kung anong magpapaligaya sa'yo kaso hindi ko siya makuha..

-I'M BARELY HOLDING ON TO YOU-

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